The day all the rest of the days became lame

So yesterday, I was bummed. I got home from school and got nothing much to do. So I did something I have thought for a while.. put my heels off and wore my ragged old shoes. Yes, it's been awhile since I looked like some teenage kid who pops out of nowhere and snatches the next thing that comes my way...

Great! But I can't be that. I thought, my summer ain't turning so well and my classes are all crammed in the afternoon, I do my homework in time and read my books before anything else soo.. I have all the convenience of my leisure time.

ragged old shoes and my iPod

April 13, 2011 I put on my ipod, went downstairs and sat on the grass for a while. I really haven't done this before and I planned to but I just haven't... Like any other days, I checked my mail and responded to any important messages, which mostly are from my boyfriend who's having his vacation somewhere in the States.. So they just arrived in Chicago, that is..

I feel kinda cranky because it's been about a week since I haven't talked to him. I don't get to see him everyday because we are on long distance terms but we talk every single day. Not a day missed.. not unless the signal got so blown up or network becomes unparalleled.

So here I am, battling with my leisure time, feeding my brain with useful stuff and thinking about my next articles... for my workshop.

As for now, I have just spent 5minutes of my time writing this non sense. Maybe sometime soon, when I get the chance to read this again, I might say I did something pretty lame but maybe I'll smile.


And oh! We just had our first shoot for the project today... it isn't done yet so I'll probably be working on the edits later. As for now, I might get some sleep. :) I mean a quick nap.

Ciao bella! :)

My favorite film review made!

Repost!


I made this review the other year... for my film class (HUM 3)
I loved it because this is by far one of the most read review i had... and it was straight and justified.
:) 


I hope you'll watch the movie too. its a bit sensual though.

Masochistic Exhibition

Simplifying the pleasure of the gaze in the film is quite a fascinating approach to a co-existing imagery of patriarchal projection of scopophilic dimension of a male form. In the film “The Dreamers” by Bernardo Bertolucci spraddled the manifestation of the female as an object and that the woman became a symbol of interest and voyeurism. The film contained erotic gazes centralizing in the existence of sex, masturbation, nude bodies and desires to promulgate the latter. Because of this, all male interests and needs are exalted while females are made subservient to male desires making the film more overt to patriarchal spectatorship. The movie's theme would constantly would probably about cultural revolution in the bridge of war set in 1960's. What makes the movie surprisingly effective is its subdued respect for movie itself oblivious to what is going on outside. The debates about Chaplin and Keaton, the games on film dexterity, and the record run through the Louvre in Godard's Bande à part were the memorable parts of the film aside from the aesthetically presented alienation of bodies striking anywhere. This is the perverted take on the appeal of innocence and divergent. It satisfies the male interest with excessive exercise of peeping toms and voyeurs in a controlling sense to gratify the pleasurable instance of distinctive development of the film itself. The film was more of the character building rather than the story. 
The presence of 2 male forms and one female describes the explicit ideology of tension drive between an overlying form of ego identification and the libido in the state of mocking and provoking the viewers to partake such an indispensable fantasy of a man and and a woman making love. The heroine Isabelle(Eva Green) became a display of sexual desires in the leit-motif of the spectacle and also the pin-up where Theo (Louis Garrel) masturbated in front of. As projected in the story, the radical exhibition of passion takes one step closer than the usual favoring the cinephilia over politics. It generally reminds the audience the indulgence of sinful gazes and approach on youth and perhaps the collective culture itself. Cinematography is one thing, the admirable and cautious transcendental approach of Bertolucci came about creating a more sinful atmosphere in the midst. It can be considered a controversial film with such relative exposure of bodies and skin and the power of gestures and makes it more vindictive. Bertolucci's fetish for wild hot sex has been taken to the upper level. The setting was also a great adept to increase the passion and the love for cinemas as well as the overusing heat of sex and contentment. The re-enacted montage of film was also greatly delivered by the actors stiking a more featuristic approach to movie lovers and cinemaphilias. The riot also signifies the intensity and the array of life in the film.
This wonderfully crafted film is a demonstration of a relatively indistinct representation of control and deeper disintegration of ideas and beliefs beyond bewilderment. It is recommended for film viewers whose intellect matches the intricate form the movie. For those of you who wants action and a fast-paced intricately made avenue for sex and desire, this would be a great movie to watch out for. The high eroticism favors the psychoanalytic deception of minds and interest for scopophilia.

when people break you..
you don't break them the same way.
instead, you pick up the bits and pieces
and put the puzzle altogether again...


in that way, you show them 
that you are way smarter than them
and braver when you completed the broken parts.
I haven’t really told much about me to new followers so….
Here I am scribbling something unworthily of my time. HAHAHA..

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Time started: 11:58pm

Sex: Female
Birthday: May 22
Siblings: 2 older brothers, and a sister.. plus a brother-in-law. (hahaha)

Eye color: Light Brown
Shoe size: 6
Height:5’2

What are you wearing: boardshorts and a tank top
Where do you live:  Isla de Davao
Righty or lefty: Righty

Can you make a dollar in change right now: no.
Best place for a date?: carribean!
Where is your fav place to shop: tech shops. :))

Favorite kind of plant: a kind of rose known as snow fire.
Fave Color: green :p
Fave Number:  5 7 8

Fave Boys Name: Lhjuayrbhyaaja :) bwahahaha..
Fave Girls Name: klagbkvls
Fave Sport: baseball (because i played during highschool), badminton, frisbee, sungka.. HAHAHA. :)) chinese garter.

Fave Month: May and December :P
Movies: got loads..
Juice: Mangolicious.

Finger: MIDDLE! :PP
Breakfast food: bacon and coffee.. and some eggs. :) pancake with honey glazed.
Favorite cartoon character(s): Powerpuff Bubbles, Tigger, Dexter, ...

Given anyone a bath: booooooooboo.
Smoked: nope
Made yourself throw-up: yes. i ate something disgusting (ugh!) and i need to throw up else i'll get poisoned.

Gone skinny dipping: i think so.. hhhmmm.. days of innocence.
Eaten a dog: Never. EW!
Put your tongue on a frozen pole?: no.

Loved someone so much it made you cry?: yes.
Broken a bone? Dislocated a bone. YES.. but never broken bones.
Played truth or dare: It’s always lame but yes

Been in a physical fight: yeah sorta
Been in a police car: No
Been on a plane: Yep

Come close to dying: Sort of.
Been in a sauna: yes
Been in a hot tub: yes

Cried when someone died: yes.
Cried in school: yes
Fell off your chair: yes

Wait for someone’s phone call all night: YES.
Saved AIM/Yahoo conversations: yes.
Saved e-mails: YES!

Fallen for one of your best friends: Not really
Made out with JUST a friend?: Nope.
Used someone: No.

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What is…

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Whats your good luck charm? green bracelet.
Best song you ever heard:  :) i heard loads of great songs.
What’s your bedroom like: painted white and plain.. with loads of post its. :)

Last thing you said: goodnight z. goodnight sai. :))
What is beside you?: the stuffed toys my bf gave me.
Last thing you ate: family meal in Chowking.

What kind of shampoo do you use?: Loreal thingy with the tingy smell for kids. :PP
Best thing that has happened to you this year: GREAT GRADES!
Worst thing that has happened to you this year: Masscom stuff
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Have you had…

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Chicken pox: yes
Sore Throat: yes
Stitches: no
Broken nose: No

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Do You.

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Believe in love at first sight: not really. NO LOVE.
Like school: sort of.
What schools have you gone to: Lasalle, IIT, Ateneo.

Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000. dollars: no
If you were stuck on an island, what people would you want with you: Just one - my boyfriend.. HAHAHA.. :)
Who was the last person that called you: Xie. :P

Who was the last person you slow danced with: Xie still
What makes you laugh the most?: hhhmmm..
What makes you smile?: Food.

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Last Person..

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You yelled at: Some idiot.
Who broke your heart: XIE!
Told you that they love you: Xie.
Is your loudest friend: THESA!!! OMG!

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Do you/Are You:

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Do you like filling these out? i just did.
Do you wear contacts or glasses: Both.
Do you like yourself: Often but not always.

Do you get along with your family: YES.
Stolen anything over $50: no.
Obsessive Compulsive?: about the floor.
Anorexic?: Nope
Suicidal?: ...

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Final questions

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What are you listening to right now?: The Script - Nothing
What did you do yesterday: Went to school
Have you hated someone in your family: long time ago. i think i did. HAHAHA.. i thought.

Got any awards: YES. A lot. :) hahaha..
What car do you wish to have: HUMMER! Muscle cars. :) rawr!
Where do you want to get married: Jeju Island. HAHA.. aaaahhh..
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?: my big tackless mouth.

Good driver: safe driver.
Good Singer: i can.. a bit.
Have a lava lamp: a small one. :P

How many remote controls are in your house: yes. with so much TV? HAHAHA.. i can hardly count.
Are you double jointed: no
What do you dream about: bad dreams lately.
Last time you showered: this afternoon. :P

Last time you took a bath: washed just a few minutes ago.
Scary or happy movies: Happy
Chocolate or white chocolate:  dark chocolate.

Root Beer or Dr.Pepper: Root beer.
Mud or Jell-O wrestling: Mud. Sexy. HAHAHA.
Vanilla or chocolate: chocolate.

Summer or winter: Summer
Silver or Gold: Platinum. HAHAHA.
Diamond or pearl: Diamond.

Sunset or Sunrise: Sunset
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A 20-YEAR-OLD student was stabbed dead by a secret admirer past midnight on Monday.

The victim was identified as Michelle Aaron Lubaton, student of the Ateneo de Davao University and native of Surala, South Cotabato.

Lubaton was declared dead on arrival at the Southern Philippines Medical Center (SPMC) after she was stabbed dead by Jhunel (name withheld for being a minor), 16, a resident of Barangay Tibungco around 2:30 a.m. on Monday along Ponce street, Barangay 28-C Poblacion, Davao City.

Gaspar Avila, owner of GMGK Apartment where the victim resided, told Sun.Star SuperBalita that he heard loud noises and screams inside the victim's room.

Avila added that the suspect was his helper since he suffered from stroke.

The suspect immediately fled the second floor of the apartment by jumping off the gate. Jhunel reportedly sustained wounds from the sharp iron grills.

"Sa akong nahibaloan sa among pag-istoryahanay sa suspek, naa siyay pagnanasa sa victim kay gwapa man god si Michelle. Si Jhunel gyud ang suspect kay naa may nakakita sa iya nga migawas sa kwarto (I know from our previous conversations that Jhunel wanted the victim since Michelle was very pretty. Someone saw him leaving her room at the time of the incident)," Rommel, Jhunel's cousin said.

Rommel told Sun.Star SuperBalita that the suspect was jailed twice before for robbery charges in Tibungco.

"Napriso naman daw na siya. Mianhi lang na siya diri sa amoa kay mitabang pagbantay sa among Uncle Gaspar (He lived with us to help take care of Uncle Gaspar)," Rommel said.

Senior Inspector Ronald Lao, chief of the Sta. Ana Police Station, told Sun.Star SuperBalita Monday afternoon that they have launched manhunt operations to locate Jhunel.

As of press time, police have yet to determine the motive for the crime and still await the autopsy results on the victim's body. (AD)

source: http://www.sunstar.com.ph/davao/local-news/2011/04/12/coed-stabbed-dead-secret-admirer-149897

Ok, so i just heard this from my teacher this afternoon. This year isn't the year we expected. Ateneo has had so much experience this year. Last March, a student died of some illness, in the school campus.. At that same week, another student was actually stabbed to death..

Ateneo is not to be blamed but it is really unfortunate that such misfortunes happened before the new President of ADDU takes his seat.

And we mourn for the loss of these students. We also pray for their souls. This is a very unsafe world. Not even in the comfort of our rooms would we find safety.

For all the students, be aware of your surroundings. Be cautious with your things. Never walk alone in the streets late at night. Never show off your things. Be aware of your health.. Life is simply beautiful to waste.

And we hope there would be justice to this mishap. I pray that the local police will find the culprit soon.

We continue to pray.

The Drawback

Here's something I had and haven't really tried putting altogether.
This blog was made a year back but the convenience of my time was critical..

But since my Economics teacher wanted us to make our blog (preferably this one),
so I did my homework and made this..






To set your expectations, I will be posting some of the important stuff for now before I'll get by with this..
the background was a photo of Disney's fireworks display (taken by me of course) a year back..
I love lights and photography that's why I got into my program..

From now on, you can start reading my entries and I hope you will enjoy it.
Cheers!

-beth-